和你分开几个星期了...
其实...我真的很想你...
想念我们在一起的日子...
想念我们吵吵闹闹的日子...
想念你作弄我的日子...
想念你对我的好...
想念我们的点点滴滴...
我真得很想见你...
哪怕是一分钟，一秒钟...
我就是想见你...
也不知为何那么的
想你...
见你...
2010年12月28日星期二
2010年12月16日星期四
我和你...
开心的日子很快的就过去了...难道就不能拥有永远的快乐吗？
我和你...10月2日开始...
短短的这两个月，跟你在一起的日子真的很开心！虽然有偶尔的闹别扭...吵架，但很快的就过去了...
为什么我们的爱情那么的经不起考验呢？
我们之间的问题，真的不能用沟通解决吗？
你要的东西...我真的没有给到你吗？
我要的...你真的没有给到你吗？
或许是我不知足吧！
或许我对爱情还没到一个成熟的阶段吧！
我以为我已经有点改变了...
但...原来是还没有...
发给你的最后一封短讯，你有看到吗？
你会回到我身边吗？
你会主动找回我吗？
我真的很想你...
我真的很想你...继续的在我身边...哪怕是一分一秒也好...
我不想我们就这样没有了...
现在的你...好吗？
现在的你...过得很好吧！
你..会想我吗？
我和你...10月2日开始...
短短的这两个月，跟你在一起的日子真的很开心！虽然有偶尔的闹别扭...吵架，但很快的就过去了...
为什么我们的爱情那么的经不起考验呢？
我们之间的问题，真的不能用沟通解决吗？
你要的东西...我真的没有给到你吗？
我要的...你真的没有给到你吗？
或许是我不知足吧！
或许我对爱情还没到一个成熟的阶段吧！
我以为我已经有点改变了...
但...原来是还没有...
发给你的最后一封短讯，你有看到吗？
你会回到我身边吗？
你会主动找回我吗？
我真的很想你...
我真的很想你...继续的在我身边...哪怕是一分一秒也好...
我不想我们就这样没有了...
现在的你...好吗？
现在的你...过得很好吧！
你..会想我吗？
2010年11月14日星期日
my NEW life...gonna come...
Finally...my new life come...
my new job come...
Salon Job is my 1st job that really really in hairdressing...
so my life will change 180 degree...
my off day will be different with the previous job...
public holiday already non of my business...
saturday & sunday work, work & work...
meet strangers every day...
talk to strangers every day...
of course, my salary also different...
haha~
i only can think...
how many holiday i have in 1 year...
when can i have my long holiday...
but this all actually not really so important...
the most important thing that i need to think is...
what can i learn in my new job...
how many customers i can do in 1 day...
how much commission i can earn in 1 month...
today have customers or not...
do the customers like my hand work...
do the customers happy when they meet me...
and bla bla bla...
no matter how is my life now...
no matter what is my life now...
i need to think positive...
every time, every day have a good thinking...
have a new hope...
have a different hope...
and believe myself...
I CAN DO IT!!!
only this can change me...
let me grow up!
let my mind grow up!
CHEERS!!!
GAMBATE!!!
thanks GOD!^...^!
my new job come...
Salon Job is my 1st job that really really in hairdressing...
so my life will change 180 degree...
my off day will be different with the previous job...
public holiday already non of my business...
saturday & sunday work, work & work...
meet strangers every day...
talk to strangers every day...
of course, my salary also different...
haha~
i only can think...
how many holiday i have in 1 year...
when can i have my long holiday...
but this all actually not really so important...
the most important thing that i need to think is...
what can i learn in my new job...
how many customers i can do in 1 day...
how much commission i can earn in 1 month...
today have customers or not...
do the customers like my hand work...
do the customers happy when they meet me...
and bla bla bla...
no matter how is my life now...
no matter what is my life now...
i need to think positive...
every time, every day have a good thinking...
have a new hope...
have a different hope...
and believe myself...
I CAN DO IT!!!
only this can change me...
let me grow up!
let my mind grow up!
CHEERS!!!
GAMBATE!!!
thanks GOD!^...^!
2010年10月26日星期二
你...开心吗？
这几天的我...真得开心吗？
日子一天一天的过...人，事物...也都在慢慢的改变...
性格，态度...真的能在一夜里变了吗？
日子一天一天的过...人，事物...也都在慢慢的改变...
性格，态度...真的能在一夜里变了吗？
喜欢一个人...也能在一天内变吗？
对待一个人...也能在一天内变了吗？
真得变了吗？
是我想太多？
还是真得变了？
喜欢一个人，
不是应该要关心她，
不是应该要和她一起建立感情吗？
沟通...不是一个很重要的东西吗？
我很害怕...
又再会有失去的感觉...
我真的很害怕...
有一天他不在的理我...
我真的很害怕...
又再次受到伤害...
我真的想太多了吗？
还是我对爱情看得太重了？
还是我对爱情看得太执着了？
我应该怎么做呢？
告诉他我的想法吗？
他会理解我吗？
他会听我讲吗？
他会... ... ...吗？
他还爱我吗？
他还关心我吗？
2010年10月21日星期四
2010年9月1日星期三
五天...@...假期 (27/08/2010-31/08/2010)
五天假期很快的就过去了...也就是说，时间过得真快啊！在家真爽，想要做什么就做什么,不用管别人。这几天，除了在家休养，也和家人朋友一起去玩，真的是大出血啊！
星期五...(27/08/2010）
和同事， Elaine, Rachel 和 Christin 姐姐约好了去Times Square shopping。我们还买了很多件衣服，鞋子...尤其是当我们到了鞋店，好像一般疯了的女子，一进到店里面就忙着宣鞋子了...因为有50%折扣，选选选...就选了3双鞋了...还好有理智...没卖得那么疯...买完了...当然要休息一下咯！所以就去了Starbucks 喝茶（真会享受啊）。晚上，约了小舅打球，好久没打球了...打了一身汗，受害痛呢！不过真的很好玩。希望下次能有机会再去。
星期六(28/08/2010)
早上，吃了早餐就回家咯...走了一个冤枉的路啊！真的是气死我了！从大路...走到小路...不用紧...还走到kuala Pilah, 从哪里回...好多弯弯曲曲的路.还以为能早点回到...真的是衰啊！终于都回到家乐...休息...哈哈！
星期日(29/08/2010)
早上一大早起来，好久没去教堂了...有点心不舒服的感觉...哎~真不好。感谢主，我又能回到主的面前。去到教堂，还蛮开心的...能够遇回朋友...好久都没看到他们了，很想念他们...希望我能乖一点...没有工作，就去教堂，这样才能亲近神啊！
星期一 (30/08/2010)
朋友约了我去马六甲，也是几个好久不见的朋友了，敏雯，美雯，雯颖。虽然有见过面，但已经是几个月前的事了。敏雯也带了她一个学妹，叫浍雯，很高兴能认识她。到了马六甲，我们就去吃午餐，过后呢，就去唱k了，也是我最喜欢的一个活动。我们买了4个小时，真是后悔，因为唱到后面的时候就没力唱了，每个人都累了...第一次唱歌唱到那么累。
终于都唱完了，我们就去看戏。我们分了队，敏雯，浍雯和我选择看恐怖片，而美雯和雯颖看了一部香港戏，因为雯颖不要看恐怖片，她说她怕睡不着...没办法咯...只好分队咯！
我看的那套电影名叫 The Recent 2, 真的是一直被他吓啊！吓了一次又一次...戏的内容讲述了一群的人进去了一个山洞里，就出不来了...因为里面住着一群的食人怪，就算有机会出来，也会死...好秘密噢！算是一部探险与恐怖的片。
看完了，要回家咯！哎~又走了一条不懂的路...上天真的很会开我玩笑啊！还好好有一般朋友陪我，没那么怕...感谢主，让我能够平安的回到家。
星期二 (31/08/2010)
也是最后一天放假咯...
今天是和家人出去的一天了...因为是国庆日，妹妹们刚好下午没补习。
好久都没和家人一起出去了，也买了好多东西...大减价麻...没办法咯...而且也要为新年补点新衣了（好像有点早哦...没办法，习惯了），所以妈咪也买新衣给妹妹，当然咯...我也当然要选几件咯！哈哈~~
希望下次能再和家人一起去旅行...
假期就这样过完了...希望下次还有一连串的假期...嘻嘻...好期待哦！
星期五...(27/08/2010）
和同事， Elaine, Rachel 和 Christin 姐姐约好了去Times Square shopping。我们还买了很多件衣服，鞋子...尤其是当我们到了鞋店，好像一般疯了的女子，一进到店里面就忙着宣鞋子了...因为有50%折扣，选选选...就选了3双鞋了...还好有理智...没卖得那么疯...买完了...当然要休息一下咯！所以就去了Starbucks 喝茶（真会享受啊）。晚上，约了小舅打球，好久没打球了...打了一身汗，受害痛呢！不过真的很好玩。希望下次能有机会再去。
星期六(28/08/2010)
早上，吃了早餐就回家咯...走了一个冤枉的路啊！真的是气死我了！从大路...走到小路...不用紧...还走到kuala Pilah, 从哪里回...好多弯弯曲曲的路.还以为能早点回到...真的是衰啊！终于都回到家乐...休息...哈哈！
星期日(29/08/2010)
早上一大早起来，好久没去教堂了...有点心不舒服的感觉...哎~真不好。感谢主，我又能回到主的面前。去到教堂，还蛮开心的...能够遇回朋友...好久都没看到他们了，很想念他们...希望我能乖一点...没有工作，就去教堂，这样才能亲近神啊！
星期一 (30/08/2010)
朋友约了我去马六甲，也是几个好久不见的朋友了，敏雯，美雯，雯颖。虽然有见过面，但已经是几个月前的事了。敏雯也带了她一个学妹，叫浍雯，很高兴能认识她。到了马六甲，我们就去吃午餐，过后呢，就去唱k了，也是我最喜欢的一个活动。我们买了4个小时，真是后悔，因为唱到后面的时候就没力唱了，每个人都累了...第一次唱歌唱到那么累。
终于都唱完了，我们就去看戏。我们分了队，敏雯，浍雯和我选择看恐怖片，而美雯和雯颖看了一部香港戏，因为雯颖不要看恐怖片，她说她怕睡不着...没办法咯...只好分队咯！
我看的那套电影名叫 The Recent 2, 真的是一直被他吓啊！吓了一次又一次...戏的内容讲述了一群的人进去了一个山洞里，就出不来了...因为里面住着一群的食人怪，就算有机会出来，也会死...好秘密噢！算是一部探险与恐怖的片。
看完了，要回家咯！哎~又走了一条不懂的路...上天真的很会开我玩笑啊！还好好有一般朋友陪我，没那么怕...感谢主，让我能够平安的回到家。
星期二 (31/08/2010)
也是最后一天放假咯...
今天是和家人出去的一天了...因为是国庆日，妹妹们刚好下午没补习。
好久都没和家人一起出去了，也买了好多东西...大减价麻...没办法咯...而且也要为新年补点新衣了（好像有点早哦...没办法，习惯了），所以妈咪也买新衣给妹妹，当然咯...我也当然要选几件咯！哈哈~~
希望下次能再和家人一起去旅行...
假期就这样过完了...希望下次还有一连串的假期...嘻嘻...好期待哦！
2010年8月30日星期一
Color Vs Skill Seminar & Workshop @ APIIC 13/07/2010-14/07/2010
Color Vs Skill Seminar & Workshop @ APIIC Academy 12/07/2010-14/07/2010
12/07/2010 (Monday)
Finally...this day reach...feel very happy because 2 Italians come to my company...feel very excited to see them...They are Claudio and Marco...
The 1st day...they need to come and pre-do modal's hair...that's mean all the modals will come on the 1st day...there were 6 modals...so great...all of them are so beautiful & nice & of course guys are handsome...keke
Wow~I think this was the 1st time salon so crowded, everyone was busy on their hair do...stylist were assisting Marco to do the modal's hair...of course I am assisting Winnie, the trend Unity Boss...to do the decoration, arrange something..l.
Actually...I am also the one of the modal...
I really cant imagine that...Marco want me to be his modal...I am so curios that he ask me to do that...
In the beginning, he actually ask me, " do you want to color your hair?" I was thinking..."hehe...I can color my hair o...color by a Marco some more...where, how can I get this good offer in others time?" so I say "YES" to him...(can color my hair). After finish all the modal's hair, he just help me color my hair...
Finally done...and he said to me, he will cut my hair tomorrow on the stage..."what?? on the stage? everyone shock...Winnie ask and ask again...cause all of us cant imagine that he need me to go stage...after that we just say...ok lo...cause he already want, so cant ignore him.
12/07/2010 (Monday)
Finally...this day reach...feel very happy because 2 Italians come to my company...feel very excited to see them...They are Claudio and Marco...
The 1st day...they need to come and pre-do modal's hair...that's mean all the modals will come on the 1st day...there were 6 modals...so great...all of them are so beautiful & nice & of course guys are handsome...keke
Wow~I think this was the 1st time salon so crowded, everyone was busy on their hair do...stylist were assisting Marco to do the modal's hair...of course I am assisting Winnie, the trend Unity Boss...to do the decoration, arrange something..l.
Actually...I am also the one of the modal...
I really cant imagine that...Marco want me to be his modal...I am so curios that he ask me to do that...
In the beginning, he actually ask me, " do you want to color your hair?" I was thinking..."hehe...I can color my hair o...color by a Marco some more...where, how can I get this good offer in others time?" so I say "YES" to him...(can color my hair). After finish all the modal's hair, he just help me color my hair...
Finally done...and he said to me, he will cut my hair tomorrow on the stage..."what?? on the stage? everyone shock...Winnie ask and ask again...cause all of us cant imagine that he need me to go stage...after that we just say...ok lo...cause he already want, so cant ignore him.
1st day...busy on pre-do modal's hair...
Claudio is busy explain something to others....13/07/2010 (Tuesday)
I come to APIIC early in the morning, come an help modals do make up...but when I reach I only see one modal come...she is so on time...so good...After about 30 minutes...everyone was come...we started to do our things...change our cloths, make up and so on...
The seminar start on 10.00am, but we need to wait until 2.00pm just can go to stage...the time pass so slow...and we have to wait, cant go around, because we cannot let the participant sew our hairstyle...so we only can wait in make up room or salon.
Finally...we can go on stage...every modal go 1 by 1...because some of us need to cut our hair by Marco and do some catwalk to show our hair to participant...I am so nervous, but I cant make mistake, because it will be very shy.
In the end of the show, that mean the show going to finish, all the modal need to go up the stage together and take some pictures...at the meanwhile, Marco also gave up certificates to all the participants...and I am so tired while I am standing...because the high heel shoes...
2nd day finished...of course...I need to help them to set up the class room for the next day workshop...
I come to APIIC early in the morning, come an help modals do make up...but when I reach I only see one modal come...she is so on time...so good...After about 30 minutes...everyone was come...we started to do our things...change our cloths, make up and so on...
The seminar start on 10.00am, but we need to wait until 2.00pm just can go to stage...the time pass so slow...and we have to wait, cant go around, because we cannot let the participant sew our hairstyle...so we only can wait in make up room or salon.
Finally...we can go on stage...every modal go 1 by 1...because some of us need to cut our hair by Marco and do some catwalk to show our hair to participant...I am so nervous, but I cant make mistake, because it will be very shy.
In the end of the show, that mean the show going to finish, all the modal need to go up the stage together and take some pictures...at the meanwhile, Marco also gave up certificates to all the participants...and I am so tired while I am standing...because the high heel shoes...
2nd day finished...of course...I need to help them to set up the class room for the next day workshop...
2nd day...
All modals...
Yeah!!
Figo...Me...Jia Wei
Figo>me>Stella>Jia Wei
Marco>>Me>>Claudio
I think they are happy...hehe
All of the modal...having a cool pose...
Me & Stella
Me & Wekki
Figo & me
Me & Jia Wei
Me & Claudio14/7/2010 (Wednesday)
The third day, also the last day...time pass so fast...Workshop came...all the participants came on time...they bring their own modal came also and we bring them to the classroom and do their own preparation.
One modal been here today, 2 stylist from APIIC assist Marco.
On the beginning, Marco teach the participants do the color by using a modal's hair, he taught them how to do the sectioning and do some explanation...2 stylist exist Marco to color the modal's hair after Marco done the explanation. After that, all the stylist back to their own place and waiting Marco come and teach them, give them the color...the processing was so long, they used whole day to done their work...and everyone was so happy when they done their job...
The third day, also the last day...time pass so fast...Workshop came...all the participants came on time...they bring their own modal came also and we bring them to the classroom and do their own preparation.
One modal been here today, 2 stylist from APIIC assist Marco.
On the beginning, Marco teach the participants do the color by using a modal's hair, he taught them how to do the sectioning and do some explanation...2 stylist exist Marco to color the modal's hair after Marco done the explanation. After that, all the stylist back to their own place and waiting Marco come and teach them, give them the color...the processing was so long, they used whole day to done their work...and everyone was so happy when they done their job...
3rd day...Workshop...Finally finally...everything was done....everything was going very smooth...I am so appreciate because they let me get this experience...and also let me learn so many things, knew so many people...and get some friend from this seminar and workshop...the most important things is can knew 2 Italian guys...^^
2010年8月29日星期日
Perfect Women @ Shaw Parade 27/6/2010
On that day...I go Perfect Women Campaign again...this is the third times I had go to Perfect Women Campaign. The 1st time is in my company, APIIC Academy...2nd times is in Summit...3rd times is in Shaw Parade...
Feel very boring when I heard my boss say that I need to go Perfect Women Campaign again on 27/6/2010, Sunday with Eleven...I think, " What?? Need to go again?? What the hell man? I need to be a "VASE" again? Can I dun wan?? ush! " my heart...my soul...down...but I still have to go. Maybe because last time when I go Summit that time, I feel nothing can do when I been there, so i feel down when I heard my boss say I have to go again...
But...My feel, opinion change on that day... ...when I been there...
Early in the morning, same thing...fetch my friend, Eleven (I call she babe) at Mid Valley...We go together... We reach there quite early and on time on that day, because no traffic jam at all on that day...once we arrived there, we just realized that no people reached yet...we so 'angry' (a while only) ...but doesn't matter...we go and had our breakfast...and bla bla bla...
Done everything...bla bla bla...we went back...Finally 1 of a person in charge came....we so happy... we thought we still need to be VASE again...but not...we have something to do...so good so nice...haha~~ not like last time...do nothing, sit there, sew what they do...OMG...so bad...but this time, we really have something can do...hehe~Then we started to do our things... ...We do the banting, set up the reception area, set up the chairs for audience, set up the door gift and so on...
on that day...I know so many people that I sew before but dunno who are they...but this time different, we knew each others and become friend...maybe we do some co-operate on that day...so we knew each others...feeling very good...
The talks starts...everything was start...and it was so great...have so many audience...and the feedback also quite good...everything was so perfect...
After that, we go for dinner 2gather after done all things...that day is Janice sis birthday...Eleven and I just know...haha~ because we know she on that day also...feel so happy...cause can eat cake...haha~~
On that day...I feel that we are not VASE already...we help each other...we work togeher...the feeling is so good...
Know many people...
Calvin, Jimmy, Jason, Janice, Ada, Happy, Angie, Jean and so many person...
feel so lucky also because I can know so many people in Perfect women Campaign...hehe~~
Hope I can join this group in future...because it is really very good...
Talks Area
Registration Area
Perfect Women Campaign, the Speakers
Perfect Women Campaign
Me and Eleven Babe
Me...Yummy Yummy...having lunch
Me and Eleven Babe
Jason and Me
Me and Janice
Me and Jimmy
Me, Calvin, Eleven & Samson
Me...Calvin...Eleven
Me...Jason...ElevenHI Everyone...again...
Wow!! Long time never update my blog...feel so bad...maybe i am lazy to write my blog....haha....never mind, I hope I can update my blog everyday when i am free...write down my life...write down what I have done today...
Recently...my life really change...sometimes feel boring, sometimes feel busy, sometimes feel lazy...sometimes feel very annoyance...also dunno why...aiz...but never mind also...life still keep going, but I still will live happily everytime...
Now, I wanna update my things one by one...my life...my happiness...my sadness...and my everything...I think my sadness will be less...haha~cause I never feel sad...only will feel unhappy...keke~
Recently...my life really change...sometimes feel boring, sometimes feel busy, sometimes feel lazy...sometimes feel very annoyance...also dunno why...aiz...but never mind also...life still keep going, but I still will live happily everytime...
Now, I wanna update my things one by one...my life...my happiness...my sadness...and my everything...I think my sadness will be less...haha~cause I never feel sad...only will feel unhappy...keke~
2010年1月18日星期一
天啊！
天啊！我真的不知道我怎么了...想想想...也不知道自己在想什么，要的是什么，想那些有的没的...真不知道自己在干麻。想了就有用吗？想了就会实现吗？错了！大错特错！这是不可能的事情！如果是这样，就没有人上班，工作了...
我真的不知道自己在做什么...心里明明就不好受，要装着过得很好，告诉其他人，“我很好，不用担心我！”可是我真的想要有人关心我啊！想要有人照顾我，让我有一个肩膀依靠，听我讲心里话...就算我哭的时候，也有人在我身边安慰我...我真得很想要...可是，这...应该很难吧！
努力的让自己变得坚强，努力的让自己不要伤心，努力的让自己开心，努力的让自己不要记得以前的事...可是怎样努力都好，我还是我...这是根本改变不了的事实。我看起来很坚强，其实我心里很脆弱；我看起来很开心，其实我一点都不开心；我看起来已经忘记过去了，可是我还是忘不了...心不舒服。不敢告诉其他人，不想他们担心，只好往心里吞了...或许这是我的命吧！一辈子都不会有人知道我是怎样想的...
我真的很想像以前那样，真真的开心，高兴...过生活...忘记所有过去！！！
如果失意能够让我开心，过得好一点...我宁愿我失意了...再从新开始我的生活。
我...真的...很傻吧！
我真的不知道自己在做什么...心里明明就不好受，要装着过得很好，告诉其他人，“我很好，不用担心我！”可是我真的想要有人关心我啊！想要有人照顾我，让我有一个肩膀依靠，听我讲心里话...就算我哭的时候，也有人在我身边安慰我...我真得很想要...可是，这...应该很难吧！
努力的让自己变得坚强，努力的让自己不要伤心，努力的让自己开心，努力的让自己不要记得以前的事...可是怎样努力都好，我还是我...这是根本改变不了的事实。我看起来很坚强，其实我心里很脆弱；我看起来很开心，其实我一点都不开心；我看起来已经忘记过去了，可是我还是忘不了...心不舒服。不敢告诉其他人，不想他们担心，只好往心里吞了...或许这是我的命吧！一辈子都不会有人知道我是怎样想的...
我真的很想像以前那样，真真的开心，高兴...过生活...忘记所有过去！！！
如果失意能够让我开心，过得好一点...我宁愿我失意了...再从新开始我的生活。
我...真的...很傻吧！
2010年1月10日星期日
谢谢你...对不起...
结束了，一切都结束了，不能去想，不能去挽回了，也不能重新开始了，一切都成定局了。来得快，去得也快，仿佛好像是昨天发生的事情，可是却是已经发生很久了...
说忘了，是骗人的，或许还要一段时间吧！说不想了，还是会想一点的。说不哭了，应该是说不知怎么哭了。说放弃了，应该是说死心了吧 ！
这半年的日子，都有你的陪伴，不论去哪里，做什么，你都在我身边，就算你不在我身边，我都会是觉得我不是一个人的，因为我知道我在你心里，你在我心里，一点都不觉得寂寞。没有你在我身边的日子，真的很难过，因为已经习惯有你在的日子了。而现在呢，要适应没有你的日子了。记得你问过我，如果你不在我身边，我会怎样...我现在已经知道答案了...或许你不知道吧 ！
忘了你，或许是最好的方法吧！可是...却不知道要怎么忘，或许忙碌的生活能把你忘了吧！
谢谢你...谢谢你曾经给我的一切。和你在一起，我真的很开心，我真的觉得我很幸福，有时候还真的是觉得我是全世界最幸福的女孩呢！很傻，对吧？！谢谢你曾经爱过我！谢谢你曾经关心过我！谢谢你给过我的快乐！谢谢你教过我的每一样东西！谢谢你保护过我！谢谢你曾经给我的照顾！谢谢你曾经那么的包容我！谢谢你带我去过那么多的地方！谢谢你很多很多的东西！谢谢你...谢谢你...我会将这美好的回忆，永远都记在我心里...
对不起！对不起我曾经对你做过伤害你的事，另你生气的事...对不起...希望你能原谅我。
有缘再见吧！
说忘了，是骗人的，或许还要一段时间吧！说不想了，还是会想一点的。说不哭了，应该是说不知怎么哭了。说放弃了，应该是说死心了吧 ！
这半年的日子，都有你的陪伴，不论去哪里，做什么，你都在我身边，就算你不在我身边，我都会是觉得我不是一个人的，因为我知道我在你心里，你在我心里，一点都不觉得寂寞。没有你在我身边的日子，真的很难过，因为已经习惯有你在的日子了。而现在呢，要适应没有你的日子了。记得你问过我，如果你不在我身边，我会怎样...我现在已经知道答案了...或许你不知道吧 ！
忘了你，或许是最好的方法吧！可是...却不知道要怎么忘，或许忙碌的生活能把你忘了吧！
谢谢你...谢谢你曾经给我的一切。和你在一起，我真的很开心，我真的觉得我很幸福，有时候还真的是觉得我是全世界最幸福的女孩呢！很傻，对吧？！谢谢你曾经爱过我！谢谢你曾经关心过我！谢谢你给过我的快乐！谢谢你教过我的每一样东西！谢谢你保护过我！谢谢你曾经给我的照顾！谢谢你曾经那么的包容我！谢谢你带我去过那么多的地方！谢谢你很多很多的东西！谢谢你...谢谢你...我会将这美好的回忆，永远都记在我心里...
对不起！对不起我曾经对你做过伤害你的事，另你生气的事...对不起...希望你能原谅我。
有缘再见吧！
2010年1月2日星期六
睡不着觉啊！突然间很想他......
凌晨要接近三点了...不知道为什么...突然间很想他...头脑不停的转，不停的想，想那些不可能会发生的东西！天啊！我真得快疯了！谁能救救我呢？我真的觉得我很笨很笨...为什么要想一个已经不能够再想的人呢？
脑袋一直出现他的影子，一直出现...我想找他出来谈我们的事，想和他复合...想我们在一起的时候，想我们以出去...抱着他...那种幸福的感觉...真的很想和他在一起...可是我知道这是不可能的事了，可是我还是一直一直想他...还真的希望他能再给我一次机会，给我们再一次一起的机会，给我改过的机会...虽然我真的很想要。
星期一，就开学了，和他在同一间学院，要面对他了...虽然我真的很想再见到他，可是我真的不知道该怎么办好，很怕他不会理我，我怕我心跳会加速，不知道该怎么面对他...天啊！心情好乱啊！
我真的很想找他出来谈...谈我们之间的事，希望他能够放开他的不愿，他的执著，听我讲话...我希望他还没找到女朋友...我希望他能原谅我...我希望他不要觉得我烦，我希望我还能抱他...我希望他能再抱我...我希望我能再叫他一声"Dear"...我希望我也能听见他叫我一声"Dear"...我希望我还能牵着他的手，他也牵着我的手...我希望我们还能够一起吃饭，走走，看电影...还有很多很多的希望...能吗？
我真的很不希望那么快就没有了这段感情...我真的很不想放弃他...我的希望会实现吗？
脑袋一直出现他的影子，一直出现...我想找他出来谈我们的事，想和他复合...想我们在一起的时候，想我们以出去...抱着他...那种幸福的感觉...真的很想和他在一起...可是我知道这是不可能的事了，可是我还是一直一直想他...还真的希望他能再给我一次机会，给我们再一次一起的机会，给我改过的机会...虽然我真的很想要。
星期一，就开学了，和他在同一间学院，要面对他了...虽然我真的很想再见到他，可是我真的不知道该怎么办好，很怕他不会理我，我怕我心跳会加速，不知道该怎么面对他...天啊！心情好乱啊！
我真的很想找他出来谈...谈我们之间的事，希望他能够放开他的不愿，他的执著，听我讲话...我希望他还没找到女朋友...我希望他能原谅我...我希望他不要觉得我烦，我希望我还能抱他...我希望他能再抱我...我希望我能再叫他一声"Dear"...我希望我也能听见他叫我一声"Dear"...我希望我还能牵着他的手，他也牵着我的手...我希望我们还能够一起吃饭，走走，看电影...还有很多很多的希望...能吗？
我真的很不希望那么快就没有了这段感情...我真的很不想放弃他...我的希望会实现吗？
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