2009年12月21日星期一

傻瓜

“傻瓜 我们都一样 受了伤却不投降 相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤 傻瓜... ...”

Really dunno what had happen...i really hope that what had happen with me all is a dream only, after wake up can forget it...

From the begining, i thought we can go togather very long...but know...i know that it only can be a memory dy...every memories that I & he appears in my mind every hours, every minutes & every seconds...I really hope i can for get him, but how can i forget?? do it easy?? we go many places before...even my hometown, melacca...every scene have our memories...I really dunno how to forget it...when i think about it, i really feel very sad....i think think think and think....every thing is he....I really dunno what can i do in this moment...

the days in KL, in this half year, my life always with him...meet him everyday, miss him everyday...i really dun wan lost him...i really dun wan....i really regret what i done before...i really dunno this will happen...

That time when i break up, he concern me, talk to me, bring me go out...& we become a couple. Wif him, i really very happy, i always feel that im very 幸福...i know sometimes i very 任性, i know i should not do that thing with you...but i really love you....i know i make you angry, im no heart...he bring me go many places...almost every shopping in KL i go before wif him...i really dunno what time i can forget him...

you say im not suit with you, i can change...i always wan to with you, because i miss you, i hope i can been with you, dun wan you so boring...i only want see you...cant meh?? if you dun wan like that, you can tell me ar...but now no chance dy...haiz...

I really hope that he can change his mind, but i know dun have any chance already, because he already hate me, he already angry with me...i really hope that he can give me 1 more chance, dun wan hate me...i really can change it...why dun wan trust me?? as you say, i need to growth up, but u dun wan give chanca to let me growth up...

i really really really miss you very much...all my minds appears your pictures...really very painful...